yesterday

a old friend in china ask me

"why are you seem more sorrowful than before

and say much blue words

put so heartbroken song in your blog"

"the minor girl should have lots of fun and talk funny things

just like you"

i don't know how to give her response

maybe

sadness makes us feel we are still exist in this world

painfulness is the envidence of we are aliving at least

and then

we will have a deeply aspiration to our future

am i right?

"the tragedy"

there're sometimes in your life

that trample on the dog shit!

 

maybe today i should be very happy because i took off the collar

and have already chat to the lawyer

and all after that

i went to the golden gate bridge and saw the grand view that i never saw

althrough i wasn't take the camera

the most indelible view is in my mind but in the camera...

my down emotion these days turns better finally

 

but the "dog shit" thing i don't want to talk about anymore

i should already think about that, so i have a little mental predict

maybe life is just like that

God always let you to face all kinds of embarrassment

and make you stronger and maturer at last

so, thanks for this embarrassment

i can accept my trouble

and don't worry baby i'm fine

this is a part of my whole life...

原来 平淡的生活真的不属于我

我注定经历别人经历不到的种种

不管是灾难还是好事

总之是不平常

不过 没关系

既然来了 我就不怕了

真的很想家 很想你们

一直都不想承认我很想家 但是 我错了

我不的不面对

当我遇到了眼前的这些 我真的很想家

我好想回家

我得生命 注定不会风平浪静